On the train on the way to Oxford to visit the famous Bodleian Library, I tried to read one of the little English books I had bought the day before in London. The text was quite simple, but I couldn't concentrate. So, I decided to make the most of this moment of solitude after all the hustle and bustle of the journey.
Unfortunately, I was unable to calm down. I was disturbed by all the events of the preceding days and weeks. "Who am I?" I wondered and immediately chuckled. "What a question, Leïla!" I thought to myself, but I still felt uneasy. I didn't know if I was a good mother, a good wife, a good student... oh dear! The only thing I was sure about was being delighted to find myself alone for once in my life. Alone, and... free? The question troubled me, so I was quite pleased when the train arrived at the station, and I could step out to begin my adventure.
Upon arriving at the library foyer, I immediately felt inspired. All the books, all the students, and everything in English! It was paradise. Unfortunately, my happiness didn't last long when I saw the small sign that read "Cardholders only."
"It can't be!" I said to myself.
"Can I help you?" the librarian asked politely.
"I hope so," I replied. "I’m very sorry, but I don’t have a card. Je suis française."
Suddenly, I heard my name.
"Leïla! Super, you’re here."
"Simon!" I exclaimed. "What..."
"I’m terribly sorry, Mr. Jeffries," Simon said. "This charming young lady is helping me with some research, and I, like a dolt, forgot to organise her a temporary card. You don’t mind, do you?"
"Of course not, Simon. Off you go."
Simon directed me to the entrance of the main hall and quickly said, "Don't say anything."
"But Simon, what are you doing?" I asked quietly. "Why are you here?"
"I could ask you the same question, couldn’t I?" he replied, smiling.
"I'm here in England with my family. We're on vacation. I wanted to practise my English."
"That's a very good idea, Leïla. How long are you staying?"
"Just a week. I spent two days in London, and I came here to see the university and the library in particular. I've been told it's amazing, and I agree. Tomorrow, I'm going to Bath to visit some friends of my sister-in-law."
"You're going to Bath? Really? I know Bath very well, actually..."
"Quiet please!" one of the students behind us said.
"Pardon," I apologised. "I mean, sorry."
"Hey, Leïla, I know you're here to visit the library, but it's such a beautiful day. How about we take a stroll in the botanical gardens before we do our 'work'? That way, we can talk without interruption. There's even a real traditional pub near the river where we can sit outside. You can tell me about your trip. In English, of course!"
"The English, always looking for an excuse to drink beer!" I teased.
"No need for an excuse, Leïla. Beautiful day, beautiful woman, beautiful coincidence. Come on, let's go!"
I hesitated, but I didn't say no.